Sometimes I just hate myself for doing some kind of stupid things

without a second thought..Or maybe with second thought? But when it comes to a complicated situation I just can’t make a right decision for what to do or what not to do..Then when few days/months/years later I flash back what I did/said were so stupid, like ‘why were I being so stupid for doing/saying such a foolish things?!’..In the past I was always doing stupid things, but NOW, I’m still, too…why can’t I avoid this problem? Oh why, oh why? :( *that’s ma forever kind of unsolvable problem.

truth is.........

We were all seems happy with our own life, but now we are facing a lot of pressures & problems..Everyone having their very own problems…We are not longer the younger us now.

siakap kicap berempah

ini lah dunia aku sebenar...di dapur..ahak...wlpn nmpk aku n seorang eksekutif,tp bab masak,aku lah umpama bibik..weekend,sabtu n ahad,ada ja aku nak masak..so,ikan siakap ni sengaja terbeli masa aku date dgn mr jai..hehe..kt giant kulm ada promosi..aku beli dan cadang nak masak siakap kicap berempah..dan hasilnya sedap jugak....semua suka...