percutian CNY...

aku ni memang suka berjalan..bila summarise balik,untuk tahun 2011 lepas,aku travel 1 malaysia..ke sabah,labuan,johor,mlaka,kl(memang tempat aku belajar), dan banyak lah tempat menarik..tahun ni hujung tahun budget nak g sydney plak..x pun bandung dengan family...insyallah,hujung tahun..sempena CNY ni,faham2 je la,semua nak berjalan...nampak lagi ramai orang bangsa lain pergi jenjalan berbanding cina..so,aku pun sama..join dengan family my boyfie...ke Teluk Batik,Lumut,Ipoh.percutian 2 hari satu malam menag best..dari acara bbq,homestay,sesi fotografi,makan-makan,memang semua best...

im in love with my bedroom

tabung angry birds aku...hehe

my handbag collection



ruang kegemaran ak iap hari


ni lah ketenangan aku
totally im really in luv with my room...sejak aku kerja,aku selalu peruntukan budget to decorate my room...slow,slow aku buat and sekarang memang cantik...aku pun memang suka dengan dekorasi and rasa stress and letih kat ofis hilang bila dapat balik umah....actually,aku suka warna pink..a lot of my stuff in pink color..tapi ni saja cari kelaianan tema inggeris putih kuning...........

souvenir from Gunung Lang, Ipoh

sebenarnya dah bertahun aku simpan hajat nak ke gunung lang ipoh ni,tapi masa x mengizinkan sebab bila malam,mana sempat nak tengok beautiful scenery kat sana...finally,i got it to go there..eventhough its seem to late for me to treasure all part of dat place by boat,im satisfied when i looked around dat places..its so beatiful The Lord have been created..aku blur when arrived there...so,aku sempat beli sticky note as a souvenir for my own..sticky notes ni mmg unik bentuk..letak di small ofis rumah...nak letak kat ofis betul,sekali aku bukak fail2 sana abis x cukup meja nanti...

~ CNY time to strain out all of stress~

kerja aku mmg stress...tp mmg minat aku..leh kata setiap minggu mesti pening kepala pikir ttg kerja..tp aku suka sesuatu yg mencabar...balik kerja pun terus baring,lesu...memang sebelum dan selepas CNY ni aku teramatlah busy...kadang-kadang kira nak naik angin je kalau orang tak paham keletihan aku ni...

from my sis with luv.........

My sis juz come back from hat yai(my hometown,my mom actually)....she's like to pampered me... And it so is it she bought me a most prettiest than other my handbag collection That i already had....she's also give me some hair treatment.....thankz my sis...norina

i will reblog about my personal stuffies too........

its seems a lot of thing to do along dis week and dis month..sometimes,it might be we dont have enough time to do it...my dear pleasure,i hope i can handle dis stress and workload =D..............

million of thought.....

actually,o lot of thing i need to reblog but when im stay infont of dis,tottally forgot what ive wanna to say...i hate dis..huhuhu~

tentang dia

rasanya lama x ceritakan tntg kami..hubungan ni mmg istimewa..terus terang,aku pernah cuba utk lari kepada cinta lain,sama juga dia..tp jdoh kami masih lg panjang...mungkin dulu terlalu muda,mentah lg,ikutkan kata hati yg panas membara...tp semakin lama,alamdulillah,semakin kuat cinta ni bertahan,aku selalu ada untuk dia,dia pun selalu ada untuk aku...aku amat menyintai dirinya wlpn mulut aku sukar nak cakap..byk keistimewaan pada dia buat aku rasa selamat bila bersamanya..aku mohon pada allah,dia lah jodoh aku nanti....sekarang ni,aku akan terus menjaga dirinya sehingga habis hayat ni...doa ku tiap kali sujud adalah dia jodoh aku..kesabaran dia buat hati aku memang terpaut..dia memang lelaki terbaik pernah aku jumpa..aku x tau knp hari ni aku rasa sangat nak luahkan semua ni kat sini...tapi itulah hakikatnya yang terpendam dalam hati......memang ada perancangan dlm masa terdekat untuk jadikan hubungan ni lebih serius,moga allah permudahka segalanya...dah hampir 6 tahun,aku rasa aku dah cukup mengenalinya...............
'atas restu Allah,ku harap kamu menjadi yang terakhir bagiku
ku ingin milikku..............'

can forgive but not to forget...

kdg2 dis statement mcm kejam...tnylah wanita atau manusia mana pun,dia mampu memaafkan slh seseorang tp x pnh lupakn kslhn tu...i mean,sntiasa di fkrn cma x diluah dan di ingt...tp,bila kita nk lupa sesuatu yg myakitkan hati pernah jd dlm idup,napa org trsbt perlu menganggu idp kita lg...wlpn on the other side,aku turut terasa...nt x bg,kata halang plak...buat tiap kali aku nampak,aku menyampah...dah terlalu byk sgt kesushan terutama dari segi mental aku terganggu bertahun lamanya...mgkn aku terlalu ikutkan rasa hati,tp bila tengok cerita ombak rindu,memang betul bukan aku je rasa mcm tu,semua org..ati aku tercalar lagi...walaupun bukan masalah cinta,karier,tapi hal tu tetap buat jiwa aku merana...aku memang dah rasa langsung x happy...tp bila fikir secara profesional,siapa dia nak banding dgn aku,dari segi rupa memang dia langit,aku ni tanah bumi yg orang pijak...tapi aku tetap ada cra aku sendiri....moga ada karma yg datang dlm idup kamu,baru kamu akan tahu mcm mana rasanya..........

my rutin be rigbt back to normal...

my rutin will back to usual...everyday,wake up ear;y in the morning by 6 o'clock and my lil brother put me into trouble becouse he's very close wif me cos im always pampered him damn,damn much..absolutely,office hour around 9 till 6 p.m...offday saturday and sunday(time to hang out wif boyfie)....so, i have to prepared and not to picky to buying a new stuff such as handbag(dat can afford to bring ipad,fon,purse,etc)...most important thing is to buy a pair of new shoes because before dis(when stdying at Melaka),i love to buy voir,vincci and nose brand...but,since im graduate,totally im get bored wof that brand cos its always produced and make same pattern(my opinion) and im decided to stop my addicted to buying new shoes..but,its also put me into trouble because to survive on my career,its compulsory for me to manae and concern more about my image..my boyfie and family have started to nagging at me and they dont want me to always put 'glue gum' at my shoes anymore...so,im already decide to shopping at least two pair formal shoes for dis month.

my feet was swollen stung by something....

actually i have no clue about dat,until im going tothe clinic...before dis im always get bitten by something weird..but the end,i've got clue and doktor was told me dat i have stung by poisonous insect..when i went to clinic,the doctor was give me an injecktion and after few hours from dat,i feel like wanna to got viral fever..dats such ruin my day,my mood and of cos its also give big impact on my health becos im not very well again......apart from dat,im pray to Allah to give me good helath and my future pallning was to get better life wif my boyfie,my famliy and my career and also i'll like to spent some money for vacation(according to doctor im always MUst or compulsory release my mind from any matter at least once a year)........i hope dat......

besday MIA

thn ni ceria sikit,auntie and unc;e ksygn aku da move in Kulim,before dis they satyed at Klang..so,my uncle will be transfer to penang so,finally SIREH PULANG KE GAGANG...hepi sikit...tp itulah,anak auntie ADAM RAYYAN RIZQI(1 THN 6 BLN) and,my lil bro HAZIQ RAYYAN(1 thn 10 bln) jmpa,mmg huru hara dunia ni..kekeke..mmg nakal bdk2,tp best...sejuk ati bila balik keja,tgk muka diorang...innocent je..tiap ujg thn,time uncle blk jer,of cos kena dgn besday anka sulung uncle,MIA(amirah qistina)...27/12/2011 besday MIA yg ke (..pakcik request nak bt party kecil-kecilan..jus invite jiran sebelah and my relative here...so,as usual,my task is to prepare the dish..finally.i'll make dicision to bake some blueberry cheese tart and apam polkadot..and main dish adalah nasi beriani batu pahat(kuning) wof ayam masak madu wif jelatah...so,semua makanan mlm to licin dan semua dapat tambah untuk second round..tu pun masa tu aku x berapa sihat,klu sihat lg macam-macam aku nak buat,tp kesihtan ni x mengizinkan..masa tgh prepared all da dishes pun,pala aku dah pening...to my loved cousin,AMIRAH QISTINA BT SHUKRI...semoga menjadi anak yg baik,belajar rjin2...i hope u become pewaris kakngah...amin..

to whom it may concern...

life is complicated and unfair..about anything....if i can change my time,i will turn out everything.....sebenarnya,ni kisah somebody yg always blame me for everything she has done wif me...its also ruin my day and everything..to KAMU,menyesali kesilapan kamu yg dulu x dpt nk ubah segalanya lagi melainkan kamu bersihkan hati dan terima hakikat 'everything happen for a reason'..im also have a wonderful life wif my loved 1,wif my family and wif everything i had..so,dont put me into ur basket also...if u really love him,pls take care for him and stop humiliate me and insult me...kesabaran org ada batasnya..he's just my bestfriend since before..for your happiness,i will go away from dis friendship...i hope both of u will be happy there^^...

Penangan Ombak Rindu...

aku ingat lagi,8 tahun dulu novel ombak rindu jd novel 1st aku baca..dat time when was my cousin get married at perlis..since i've got dat novel,i was spend all my nite to read dat novel...im only take 1 whole nite to finished dat novel...dats was started for me to become "novel addicted"...nw,its happen again,ombak rindu was adapted to film..OMG..dari hari 1st lagi aku nak sgt tgk,tp keadaan x mengizinkan...tp satu tagline in my life"KALAU KITA IKHLAS,SEMUA JADI'...alhamdulillah,finally,my boyfie bring me there to watch ombak rindu movie...its awesome...movie tu buat aku menangis...ada makcik(sebaya my mama) pun nangis..aku dengar dia bunyi isk,isk...dgn ada tisu...tambhan pulak,aku mmg peminat lakonan aaron aziz..tgk dia ngs,really make me touch..kisah ni,mmg kena fell and hayati...org tgk movie ni mmg nampak biasa and ringan,tp sebaliknya bg aku org yg agak byk berdepan mcm2 digaan idup and kerjaa aku dlm bidang yg sentiasa bermasalah,buat aku faham,bkn senang seseorang,especially wanita nak harungi apa yg izzah alami..luaran of cos semua nampak ok,tapi hati manusia susah kita nak duga...sebab tu ada ayat emeli(lakonan lisa surihani) cakap...'IKHLAS ITU REDHA,PASRAH ITU BERSERAH'...itulah drama and realiti hidup kat dunia ni,memang wujud dan terjadi kisah seperti ombak rindu,tp ada yang lagi teruk lagi..itulah mesej berguna yan pengrah ombak rindu nak sampaikan..x cukup dgn watching dat movie di cinema,aku ada beli cd(wlpn pirate) utk tgk kt rumah...everyday if i've got some free time,i will watch dat movie.....

hatimu milikku....

this song special dedicate to somebody....
~lagu ni kena mengena lirik dia dgn idup aku..1st time dgr,terus suka..sebab notes dia ala2 korea gitu..lagu ni mengisahkan seseorang yg sygkan seseorang tp sebaliknya terjadi sesuatu yg x diduga dan akhirnya kembali bersatu kerana satu je prinsip kena ingat,sejauh mana pun dia berlari,tp jika jodoh pasti akan bersama juga...~


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